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There's dis person I am, and den there is dis person I want to be. With all the options I had as ah child their were so many ways for me to grow. But it seemed as though I was only attracted to the "bad." Creating #conflict. #Doubt. My own Mental Cage. 

Swimming in my mental space... I overstand da measures I must take. My #ᑕᕼOOᔕEᕼᗩᑭᑭY , #Abstractart .

#Balance. Ah trait many fight to obtain. For the longest time, I was juggling so much and dropping so many balls. Planning was almost impossible! But My Creators! Not only allowed me to see myself in other women. Dey also... allowed me to see it in the lights dat shined bright around me and the darkness.  Because of dis I am able to embrace all of me & ᑕᕼOOᔕE ᕼᗩᑭᑭY.

Long Story Short - I entrusted someone, not sure who or how we were tied, with ah valuable possession and they failed me. Because of Blind trust. Trusting in Man. I found myself almost losing my most valuable gifts. My Life.

I see melanin popping. Shutting down da city. While creating... I found thoughts of doubt cause my creative juices to sway. I naturally run towards da easy, because I am tired of facing so many challenges! Growing at my own pace. I will get to where I want & need 2 be! I made it dis far.

𝗦he 𝗪eeped 𝗘asily 𝗘very 𝗧IME
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BELIEVING every line
She knew dey were lies
Knew her fairy tale ending would never come
Mouth full of cavities
But no giving up
Too much #love 4 dis 1.
Too much #trust 4 dis 1.
Can't give up... On dis 1.
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I never felt more #sweeter!

I love myself so much,  yet I live in conflict.

Trapped in da Dark

Feeling like Lightening 

Bursting through the skies

I am God. 

Hear my cry

Keep my head held High

Because a least I can say I tired!

I did!

Breaking Barriers!

I love to dance. Yet hid my love, because of fear. 

I love to love, yet can't see how my love fits.

It makes me feel too vulnerable!

I evolve because it's necessary. 

I evolve because I can. 

I evolve because the lessons vary. 

I evolve because I Am!

#ᑕᕼOOᔕEᕼᗩᑭᑭY

Been feeling out of sorts. Because I am wide open. Dis feeling is da worst. But I am Focused.  #ᑕᕼOOᔕEᕼᗩᑭᑭY  Art Therapy, Woman Empowerment.

I feel in love with Adobe Illustrator.  Although it has its imperfections... I am still captivated with da person it allows me to be! #ᑕᕼOOᔕEᕼᗩᑭᑭY Art Therapy, Women Empowerment 

Sometimes we grow through challenges to help us connect to the bigger picture.  The stronger da challenge. Da stronger the connection. Da Warrior. Soo. Embrace. Your. Chaos!