I Am Aesthetically Made

When I created this site I had no end game. All I knew... I wanted to start over after creating a site on Wix. I needed something fresh. 

This was something I remembered as a child. Being captivated by new things, even if I was still captivated by the old. 

This played out in my life as: 

"Ooooo, Mommy I want to play the Violin!"

It grew too hard. My mother couldn't afford to purchase a violin and eventually this was always a dream I wish I would have fulfilled.

#unaccomplished

"Ooooo, Mommy I want to bowl."

It grew to cumbersome, and this activity took a toll on my mother. I couldn't continue. 

#unfulfilled

Thinking about it…

As the oldest I am prone to #sacrifice. I had to sacrifice so much of me just to be alive. My life was a sacrifice. Not complaining, but this is my truth.

Going back to Wix. 

I stumbled across GoDaddy and fell in love with the bells and whistles. Forgetting about the time/work spent on Wix, I dove head first into creating my new site! However, found this site pricey. 

I started to feel depressed, as my free trial came to an end. 

Actually, I started to feel a lot of things. 

Then, I heard me! 

Queen, we see the lessons. We have to be more accountable and do research for self before making a decision, but we are keeping this site!

I demanded it!

If we have to complete one job, which will cover the site. 

We are on it! I affirmed it!

This isn't the first investment I fought for, but this was the first lesson that showed me what I needed to do in every aspect of my life.

#Affirm and #Accept through #Growth and #Lessons.

So join me on my journey of Spiritual Enlightenment and Choosing Happy in a realistic way!